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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
♥ 11/12/2008 12:50:00 AM
Hyes. I've moved. Please update your links. XD
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
♥ 8/06/2008 12:40:00 AM
ish being very emo. my eyes is all blotchy and stuff because i just cried. yes. i cried. i guess everything just feel apart and i can't keep this front anymore. crying felt good....
Thursday, July 24, 2008
♥ 7/24/2008 02:51:00 PM
No one reads my blog anymore anyway. So I guess I can say anything that I want now without other people telling me that I'm just bitter and etc etc.
Yes. I admit. I have issues. Who doesn't anyway? At least I try to work on them anyway. When I have the time. It's like you're spinning and spinning and spinning and then suddenly you would come into an awkward stop. Like everything just freezes and then suddenly you didn't know what you're gonna do next. Its like being suspended on air and you have no idea how to go back down.
I feel tired. So tired. People have no idea how hard it is. People think that drawing and coloring and designing are sooooooo easy compared with solving math problems or memorizing formulas. IT'S NOT THAT FUCKING EASY. I hate how narrow minded these people are. Let's see them try drawing or designing something then we'll see who'll have the last laugh. It's not like we only use our hands to do artwork, we also use our minds and our hearts. That's why, FUCK YOU.
I wish I wouldn't have to bother with other people anymore. They just add to all the stress and the pressure. I wish I could block it all away. I wish all I could hear was music. The only thing that calms me. Yes, I have friends. YES. I LOVE THEM. BUT... I really don't want to add anymore stress in my life. I want to help them. Make them realize stuff and etc. But it's really stressful. I'm so tired of helping people. =_= (I can't believe I just said that....)
Love triangle among my friends. Too bad. The one being liked doesn't have an idea nor does he/she have any interest in that kind of thing now.
My family's also add to the stress. I feel like I'm about to scream my head off. Sigh.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
♥ 6/24/2008 01:58:00 PM
Ok. Before I officially start my work. Here's some lists.Stuff I wanna buy:
1. NINTENDO DS LITE
2. PSP <3
3. New accessories. <3 Like earrings and other stuff.
4. Something for my lovely iPot. <3
5. A new bag perfect for my gimmiks. <3Stuff I wanna do:
1. Draw artsies. <3 LOTS.
2. Customize my shoes. <3 coz it's so fuglay.
3. Add some new songs to my iPot. <3 too outdated already.
4. Customize my headphones.<3 Just wanna try. Ahihi
5. Clean my super cluttered stuffs. <3
6. Dye my hair orange, yelloow and red streaks. <3
7. Learn how to play my Dylan. <3
8. Write a collab with toche. <3
9. Think of a way to earn money. <3
10. Give away gift artsies to my beloveds. <3
For now. That's the list. XD
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
♥ 5/14/2008 11:43:00 PM
I wanna cry. I really do. I think I'm having a breakdown. I want to hide from the world. I wanna runaway. Far away. Away from everyone and their judgmental crap. Fuck them. I hope they burn in hell. No offense, but almost everyone here in this FUCKING country is like that. They're idiots. Crap. I wanna cry. To ease this pain in my chest. Crap. I wanna put orange streaks in my hair. I wanna paint my nails in the color that I want. I want. I want. I just wish people would just shut up. They don't know me like they think they do. They don't really know how I feel. They don't know what I want. They think they know everything. I just wish everyone would just shut the FUCK up. I wish they would stop controlling me as if they OWN me. I wish they would just pick up their own CRAP and shove it BACK INTO THEIR FUCKING ASSES.